Boundaries
My work now is around boundaries. About honouring them, defining them and about acknowledging them. Integrity is at its core. Co-dependency and chording is about not honouring boundaries. It is about addiction. About a belief in being incomplete, instead of Sacred, whole and complete. You think you need something from somewhere else, or somebody else. Sex, of course, is a great teacher of this. Even though there is a bonding that occurs that is similar to chemical bonding, I realised that there is a higher form, that fills the vessel. We seek the spark of light hidden in the world (Tikkun Olam), and it is through that knowing that we honour the vessel.
Magen David
It takes an infinite amount of energy to create1 anything. And it takes an awareness of the infinite to enter into a state of Grace.
I realised some things about the Magen David and it’s deep symbolism, about the energy “rising” and the energy “descending”.
The core exists in the midpoint of the Magen David, for it is here we find the virtual point that is Tiferet, the balance. Spin the Magen David and we form a sphere of influence (of Kabbalistic origin). Stretch a point (it has 6 points2) and the sphere is malformed. That is an expression of unbalanced energy. A point being out of perfection. This is the interplay that manifests Malkhut, Creation. For, if there is balance, all is equal thus nothing can be manifest. So, fight a little with yourself, and you create—the artistic angst.
It is in our nature, in our desire for the union with our external Divine, that is the push to internal constriction. For it is that point of singularity — where zero and infinity meet — that is the still point at the center, the point of origin. It is like trying to pass through the eye of a needle. In order to maintain some balance, we train our minds to connect to this middle point, for it is in that place of contradiction, the zero point, the point of infinity, everything and nothing, that we attain a moment of Grace. That is the virtual point at the center of the Magen David.
It is the line that vibrates (moves) between two places to produce the music of the spheres. It is when the line is not at it’s most balanced, it is when it is vibrating off the straight line, that the energy manifests. At the still point of the fulcrum, the straight line, there is no energy—there is peace.