Embody the Light
Imagine a pinprick of light, becoming brighter, and brighter. It stops above you, just above the centre of the crown of your head — or wherever your crown would be, if there was a you with a body lying there.
Stay with that light a moment. Look at it, feel it, become it, knowing you can shape it. For it is your light, your covenant — that you are granted to do your work.
Bring it down, to become its embodiment in the quantum world of effects. That is your template that tempers this light. Feel it accumulating around the structure, the non-material crystal that forms your being. The crystal becomes a fractal as it reproduces its living form. It now has a history. We can speak of purpose and direction, even if unaware of its difference. As they compact, step into the creation that is emerging. Interact with the atoms, becoming a piece of everything, different, yet the same. Only the energy you can contain will make you what are — a compacted collection of oil and water, with iron, magnesium, copper, et. al.
Take it into the living cells that are formed to make up the embodiment that is the you. See them forming, growing, splitting — growing into organ(isations) that work together to form your living body.
- Insects - live in the chemical soup
- Reptiles
- Small mammels
- Big mammels - four legged, horizontal
- Homo erectus
In the end, you are an embodiment of the Light
It is the women who capture and constrain Zeir Anpin, who prick him, causing him to bleed. This is the collected drops of blood they then bleed once a cycle. They have to step back, allowing his white light to enter their wombs, to cause a creature to emerge.
זרימ אומרימ אין תוחלת ותקוה - Strangers to you, Oh Lord, our G-d, say: “There is no expectation nor hope!” This is a characteristic of those who have no faith, nor belief, in You. Another is: “Who in the lower world knows Your Name?”
T & ~T
Buddhist: “Between thing and not-thing exists no-thing” Or between something
and nothing exists no-thing.
Perfect balance of thing and not-thing — , and is the nothing from which everything emerges. It is the eye of the needle – the zero-dimensional point – through which infinity squeezes itself (צמצום)
Time to explain
Do I have time to explain the spaces between what is and what could be? The desires of my youth flood my life as I grow older, finding time to reflect on that which I have desired, and that which I have found. The dream remains the same, the goal has not changed, but the stepping stones are never those that I foresaw. Now I see that It is not to be seen, but to be walked in blinding trust. This trust is not tp be found outside through some sort of divine word or realisation, but through the very one that is the vessel of the divine. In this vessel I trust as it caresses my being. It is solid - to be felt and experienced. It is a knowing that sweeps through the cells of my body. They tell me more than words, more than fantasies and more than thoughts. The cells are to me that which is to no-one and everyone. It is shared and private, collective and individual. It is here that the secret of the water resides. it is in this container of water and oil that I found the message, the guidance and trust.