It is painful to be back in my “real” space. After experiencing a state of bliss, a place of unconditional love, of non-judgemental relationships, and then, returning as if from outer space to the dependencies and dependants, the enabling and the co-dependent relationships; the loves that manifest in the material – as of daughter, of husband, of lover and love, of Father and friend – with all their limitations and expectations, slowly emerging from the mists of ecstasy into the harsh light of the day which reveals all the densities, all the shadows.

Flowing with you all,
dancing, meeting, journeying,
touching and being touched,
I return to my life changed,
as always after being so held,
longing for more.
To spend my life dancing
for and with the spirits,
to be communicating with them, and
Delivering their teachings
and lessons to us all –
That is my dream.

5/1/2001 9:32 AM