Chesed in Hod

 

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Meditation for the Twenty-Ninth Day: Gentle Humility


Chesed in Hod

Chesed she'b Hod

הָיום תשׁעה וְעֶשְׂרִים יָוֹם שֶׁהֵם ארבעה שָׁבוּעוֹת וְיוֹם אֶחָד לָעוֹמֵר
ֹToday is twenty-nine days, which is four weeks and one day of the Omer

Kindness in Humility

Healthy humility is not demoralizing; it arouses love not fear. Humility releases you from the bondage of the ego, providing the ability to rise above yourself and love another. Arrogance in the guise of love means loving yourself, or what is even worse: making others a part and an extension of yourself and your self-love.

The fifth week of our counting finds us at Hod, the space called Glory, the place of form which receives the vibrational force from Netzach. Hod is experienced at the left leg, on the left side of the Tree of Life. Hod represents physical form, understood through our sensations and perception, and so is the seat of special delights and special dilemmas in our experience of ourselves and the world.

We become enmeshed in our perceptions and our sensations. Nothing supports our proclivities for judgement quite so naturally. We are part of a society which continually evaluates us according to certain standards, on the level of shape and size. Who among us is free from such self-evaluation? In this world of form, how often do we experience ourselves as either “too much” or “too little”, rather than “just right?”

Yet without such comparisons, we cannot exist. At each level of form on the Tree, the issues are the same. So we seek to discover the ways to utilise our limits in the service of growth and evolution.

Today we bring Chesed into Hod. The channel of light flows from the right shoulder to the left hip. We brings the sefirah of Lovingkindness into the sefirah of Perceptual Form. In this connection we seek to bless Hod with the energies that support its finest and fullest forms.

With Chesed in Hod, we open ourselves to reflect the deep Lovingkindness that provides profoundly healing energies. We seek to perceive reflections of that Lovingkindness today. We seek to sense the presence of that freely-flowing source of Life.

My senses provide an embodiment of Spirit. The blessing of Mercy supports me in my body and quiets my sense of physical limitation. Breathing in the freshness of Chesed that it might influence all my thoughts, my words, and my actions, I become aware of the vital Energy carried by every cell of my body. I open to the way that I experience the self with which I experience the world, grateful for my relationship with the Other and cherishing my connections to others.